It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no

Living in the moment...these are not the greatest moments (in my, new, positive mind frame I will stat that there is still potential for a great day!).

I think (know) that I am on too many meds. Regularly I take Previcid (acid reflux) and Prozac (OCD) in the morning and "the pill," (no little Molly's soon), zyrtec (allergies) and a klonapin (relaxes my jaw and helps me sleep so I do not whittle my teeth down to nothing) at night. That is a lot, and it bothers me...but for now I need it!

On top of that I am now taking an antibiotic, Musinex D and a cough pills twice a day. As well as an Advil every once in a while to loosen the clamp on the top of my nose.

Guess what...I'm tie rd...wonder why!
Guess what...I feel out of it...wonder why!
Guess what...I am a little miss cranky pants...wonder why!

No running, no outside time what so ever, too much medication, too much sleep. and to top it all off Johnny is playing with my emotions!

So, now I head to the big man, the TRUE shrink, the one with the Rx pad. I am going in with the mindset that I am going to be strong, I am going to be outspoken, I am going to request that he helps me reduce, or change, my meds...I have had no control the last four days...there is some little incling of control here and I am going to take full advantage of it!

And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down
(Jack)